l'attitude tout est

2005-12-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! =)

i jus spent another boring xmas in front of the tv. yeah. i can foresee another exciting xmas next yr. peace yall.

2005-12-20T10:46:00.000-08:00

hey guys. watch dis. i nearly choked on my water. damn farni. heard dey were fr ntu...gosh.
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=U9r8yHww57c&feature=Favorites&page=5&t=t&f=b

2005-12-19T08:05:00.000-08:00

rucy asks us to calculate dis:

Start off with 100% and minus off 1% for each thing that has happened to you.

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex’s house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth.
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.B
een stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend’s crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country.
Started your house on fire.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never though you’d to be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Danced in the rain.B
een rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the face

ha. rucy, my score is 71. im such a nerd. aint i? =)
oh well. u haf a goody-too shoes as a fren. be proud of it.

2005-12-19T07:25:00.000-08:00

exam results out. all i can say is miracles do happen. haha. considering the miniscule effort i put into this exam, the returns are considered relatively not bad.

until now i am still missin the sydney days. sigh. i wanna migrate! but before tt i wanna fulfill my lifelong dream first. go backpacking! where? practical one is ard asia. but i realli realli wanna go exotic places. new zealand, mexico, brasil, spain, deserts, australia outback....gosh. i wanna ride in a hot-air balloon, sand slide in the desert and bathe in waterfalls.

must find someone to realise dis dream together with me.

alrite. til den. tata.

2005-12-16T08:32:00.000-08:00

i love sydney. i love australia.

i totally would not come baq if i could.

do i need to say more?

2005-12-05T00:53:00.000-08:00

yay. today was supposedly packed but in the end im free from hockey and any other events on ltr in the nite.
oh well...wad can i say....ha.
okz. need to get a new job SOON. one tt pays good money and is easy! yeah! think i might get one as a tuition coordinator soon after i come baq fr sydney. sounds easy and attractive. hmm....

Rules of the game:
1. post 5 weird/random stuff abt yourself
2. at the end, list the names of 5 ppl who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOR ARE TAGGED" in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules!

p.s. this is so hard...

i like guys with small eyes...but not too small until cannot see type la...
i dun like to wear nice ladylike clothes altho i do wear dem occasionally. i like big and comfy t-shirts and shorts.
i cant stand girls with long hair hu keeps flicking and swingin their hair in crowded trains or buses. ESPECIALLY if they stand in front of me and their hair keeps brushing my face. kick dem to death.
i cant understand y the hell is the train always so full even on a wkday afternoon...
i tok and play with my tutu. i treat it as if it has a life of its own.

ok. now hu can i tag? all kana tagged le leh....ok. lina, ros, PQ, sadaf, jeannie.

2005-12-04T07:47:00.000-08:00

its been a long day today....started training since 11am til 6pm...woah. plus my 2-mths-neva-train-unfit body...yep its totally aching like MAD. i thot i was gonna die halfway thru fitness today...hahahaha. heng my dear teammates kept pushing me to new limits i neva knew i could reach. =)
but quite sad la...by the end of the day my bum and groin was soooo damn pain i could barely stride, less say sprint! haha. yar...so i basically jus jogged on the field lor...sigh. but realli looking forward to playin on aussie ground! altho i think the sun might combust us rite on the field. hur.
great...tml's gonna be another long and tiring day. driving, hockey training, go celebrate chengxi's bday...oh man. god help me thru dis period. wierd eh, now i jus wanna stay at home and stone. rah. oh shit. still got TJ trainin on tues morn. great.
hmm...i REALLI regret joining so many hall stuff!!! shit. shit. shit. wad bloody choir and FOC and sub comms....freak. y? cos i decided not to stay hall anymore in the next academic yr! stupid rite? yar. i wanna slap myself.
ah. wadeva. stupid irritating *strangles*. jus venting some frustration. heh.
ok. i officially miss playin touch. miss sprintin onto the ball at pace and runnin ard. now all i do is crash and tackle. hmm...alrite. enuff of dis bullshit.

2005-12-02T08:47:00.000-08:00

i think there's sth wrong inside my body...duno wad...but im sure sth's wrong.
y? cas there are pimples on my back when i neber haf before and big ones on my face when my mens is not here. wth. look like a freak now.
legs and butt are aching like mad. crap. feeling damn stressed now abt rugby...duno y...shitz. could be tt too long neber train den now suddenly i haf to become uber fit for the upcoming sydney trip. and all the pressure is making me feel rather mad and scared.
ok. enuff of tt.
we had our touch gathering jus now...altho it was the few of us agn but i sooo long neber see dem i still very happi! hahaha. everyone's still the same tho! good good. =) and i like xt driving us ard! haha. cant wait for the next gathering and sleepover! the good ol' days...
argh. i totally regret joining so much hall stuff. so damn shitty! *box myself*
i shud jus heck care la! not enuff pts den not enuff la! grrrr....shitterbug. oh well...damn tired now. update agn soon! i promise. haha.

2005-11-25T12:22:00.000-08:00

*SIGH* so long neber fall sick...now i am sick for nearly i week. blardy hell. first fever den sore throat, flu & cough. ARGH. yah, and i hafta go work ltr in dis state. wahahaha. ltr all the customers get traumatised cos i keep coughing and tok to dem in a croaking voice. hurhur.
piang eh. stayin home-bound for 5 days is making me go bonkers. seriously. stay at home is do nothing but watch tv and play computer...heng i got rain's new show to keep me company. wahahaha. super shuai. anywayz...an advice to everyone. do not stay home-bound for more than 3 days. otherwise u'll go mad too.
wah....my parents and my younger sis gg batu pahat tml nite! i wanna go too! but i promised tt i'll go for the contact game on sun le...so no choice....*sob*
i feel stressed. i need money!!!!!!! and there's no time left for my driving. not enuff time to earn money. shit. ok peeps. now i haf a stomachache. gonna go! ciao.

2005-11-19T01:15:00.000-08:00

Spent jus 2 days watching 16 episiodes of Full House..10x to Vickie! hahaha...piang eh...couldnt stop watching it for anything lor! gosh! its been ages since im hooked to a serial drama liddat...like since sec sch? those childish days....yar and now im baq at it....
im tellin ya...its damn good. realli. i do NOT normally watch korean dramas but dis is diff man! wahaha. and im crazy abt Rain now. as in CRAZY. yepz. madness.

Things i need:

money for boots
money for sydney trip
money for cds
money for driving lessons
my fitness baq
lose weight gained during exams
mp3 player (my antique discman is gg kuku lately)
read more books

2005-11-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

haha

Rugby & Blacks...I MISS U!!!

2005-11-03T13:55:00.000-08:00

*WARNING: SUPER LONG ENTRY*

wow! first i wanna congratulate all those selected for NWT!! esp ruai, gina, juan, pris, tao & jas!! woohoo! ok even tho the test matches are off, being able to get into the NWT itself is an assurance of ur capabilities! good job gals!
suddenly feel like so cut off from rugby...donch even noe wad's gg on anymore...here's a list of the stuff i miss over the past month:

Blacks girls
the muddy trainings tt often leave us feelin uber tired yet satisfied
the cheering-ons when the gg gets tough during trainings
Blacks' laughter and stupid remarks
gina's loud voice
rucking
driving
scrumming
tackling
the team spirit on/off pitch
rugby ball
my boots(altho im gonna throw dem away soon...)
running
gettin sweaty and dirrty
muscle aches & soreness
hittin into opponents hard
clearing
the SPE drinks uncle on the bike
adam's food center
the rugged lil clubhouse situated at rutland road
the coded pink toilet with oni one bathing cubicle
the taps outside the smelly guys' toilet
the gym
wearing uncomfortable tights inside canter-shorts
old airport road food
my biceps, quad muscles, triceps...(shit...dey r ALL gone.)
being able to do pushups with ease
SPE toilet
the way home after trainings
pris' constant persuasion to take cab home...haha
the ice-cream vendors tt overtook our lil clubhouse
farrer park field (yesh, even with all the holes and mud)
derel's loud tai-taiish voice
weiyi's lame comments
ruai's stupid behaviour
juan's judy-nicole-chanel split personalities
jane's contagious laughter
everyone's "isit u..."
mr poh and gene
pok's reeeaallliiii stupid acts
RUGBY (haf i mentioned dis before already???)

sigh....jus gimme baq my fitness already....

There's a little shack tucked back in the timber

It wasn't much back then but it was home

Sometimes it hurts me to remember

Just how long I've been gone

2005-10-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

ok. im updatin now cos sadaf asked me to. nothing to blog abt actually...ok random stuff.

sadaf and looloo r being retards playin with Tutu in my room.
yc and jon are stoning on the bed
tutu is on my head
study nites r realli F***ing irritating, but fun!!!cos i get to study with looloo and sadaf!!how nice.
the 2nd part of no. 4 is by sadaf.
mac delivery is screwed up. dd free stuff fr dem next time
mac sucks!
mac sucks!
mac sucks!!!!! 2 fucking hours for a delivery can!!!!!!
i cant slp otherwise i cant wake up for lecture
sunrise sucks
i love exams *LIKE SHIT*

that's all folks. ciao.

2005-10-17T21:37:00.000-07:00

i am typin dis entire entry with one hand.
heng i still haf my right hand! hurhur. a freak accident left my left palm scalded...(donch worry daf....donch blame u...realli). kewl...i didn noe gettin scalded can seriously be so blardy painful. yesh it is. i m a sadist...yup.
sigh...to think i wanted to go trainin dis wk to take a break fr all dis studies shit...and to get a good run which i haven had in ages (im turnin into a fat glob)...wellz...maybe i shall go for a run....but jus no passin of tha ball lorz....unless my hand is healed by den! ha.
okays...wasted enuff time le. baq to studyin!! argh. =(

2005-10-14T17:35:00.000-07:00

Death - arriving in over 20 days.

i am so gonna turn into a nerd and mugger. yesh. i am. do not be surprised. Can B is gonna become my nitely haunt with my books. and my fellow nerds shall be sadaf, loo and hueva wanna feel like living like a zombie.

decided to stop trainin le. at most i go down for a run when i can make it. yupz....feel real bad cos i noe chong fu asked me to go down for at least one wkday training per wk....but i feel burdened with work when i go trainings nowadays...but i'll be down for the games tho...sigh.

2005-10-09T13:47:00.000-07:00

wellz, someone accused me of not updatin my blog...so here i am. ha.
nothing much to blog abt act...nth great happened recently. nth worth mentionin. all sad boring stories.
i wonder wad's happenin to me recently. findin it harder to commit to trainings...mus be due to the overpiling work work & more work. ARGH. and NTU is bloody out of the way. i cant stand it. i spent the entire wk last wk in hall, neva even go JP!!! gosh. wth. its livin hell.
now the only times i feel happy & liberated is when im with blacks. but im stoppin trainin soon...exams comin. shit. expect to see a zombie ard u guys.
oh wellz...life sux.

I can be free

I can be free from this place

Beautiful healer

Beautiful grace

Help me to see

Everything fall into place

Wake me from dreaming

No more deceiving

Break these chains

2005-10-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

woohoo! haf u ever had the feelin of neck, butt, legs and arms sore at the same freakin time?!?! no? wellz, its not feelin real good. wahaha. Karang Guni today was real tiring, but nevertheless, Blacks ladies never fail to persist and amuse themselves in the meantime!! yay! =) its another wonderful story of teamwork! haha.
the fateful day started bright and early at 9am, where a grp of 12 gungho women gathered at blk 603 in hougang. we started off with frisky feet, climbing up stairs at a quick pace and asking for old collections with chirpy voices. well, such enthusiasm didn last tt long. fatigue sets in but we persisted on, encouraging one another on. (heng got the help of muntou's trolley-ly!!!) ltr on, afew more ladies joined us with some leavin too. yupz, den by noon, everyone was slumping ard on the void deck, with only one thing on their minds - LUNCH. after being fed, its baq to work agn, combing the remaining blks b4 heading off to the private hseing estates. upon reaching the private estates, everyone hopped off the lorry and set off agn with fresh anxiety and excitement. alot of the girls were often amused and oggling at the pet doggies, but at the same time, never forgetting the main task in hand. the scorching sun didn manage to put the gang down. instead, after afew lil breaks in b/w, the gang continued to comb the area with wadeva energy dey haf left.
alas, i must mention the unfortunate event tt befell pokpok and myself. in the midst of collection, we were separated fr the rest with no h/p. yesh. and by the time we emerged fr the alley, we could not find a single soul (or vehicle). in a frenzy, we walked up and down the stretch of road in futile search for a familiar soul, and there was a huge stack of newspapers left behind since we couldn carry it. (shitz. i hope the residents dun complain upon finding their newspapers left there liddat!!!) so in the end, we stayed at the playgrd and played the swings, singing songs reflecting our patheticness. in a last ditch attempt, we decided to borrow a phone (fr. a real wierd & scary hse) and yesh, we managed to contact rucy, ending our sorrow. wahaha. (so drama hor)
well, the 2nd October 2005 will certainly be a memorable day for most of us! =)
special mentions:
- pris: for gettin her butt scraped against the staircase railing while carrying a 29-inch tv.
- gina: for never failing to get everyone 'high'
- mun: for being the trolley woman
- the seniors: for putting up everything
- everyone: for the great company and entertainment for the entire day!!! =)))

2005-09-28T12:47:00.000-07:00

i jus did sth unbelievable. i joined the hall choir! wth. eh...in case u are wonderin, i joined merely to chalk up points in case i wanna continue stayin in hall next yr. im not tt passionate abt singin and nope, im not a good singer...muaha.
shitz. the mkting project has jus been brought forward one week!!! eeks!!! WTF. now dun even haf enuff time to complete the projects! argh. duno how to express the frustration in me. its gettin blardy busy nowadays...and not forgettin tt the exams are jus round the corner! shit shit shit. no time to myself. now its all work work work. been missin trainings, feels wierd, but no choice. studies come first. must prioritise. my dear rugby mates, forgive me for missin trainings eh! and i hope i dun lose my fitness...
worried. realli worried. can i realli pull thru dis? i feel like im in a whirl. everything's a blur. things r gg too fast. sometimes i wish i haf the power to jus shout "STOP" and everything will pause rite where they r. it will not move til i haf caught up. sigh. as i've said, its a wish.
not forgettin the yr end trip to sydney...i haf to start saving up! spending $$ like water now...and all on food somemore. piang eh. and dun think i haf time to work anymore for dis period. DIE.
ahh...wadeva la. life sux. shall go study now. byez.

2005-09-25T01:13:00.000-07:00

its early in the morn...body is breakin apart....mind is tired like hell, but stil cant get to slp.
had a realli realli realli tiring game jus now. 4 quarters of 15 mins each! wah seh. it was a "real test of fitness" as acc. to pris. absolutely agree man! wellz, at least everyone managed to pull thru it and survived it. muaha.
think im eatin too much nowadays. time to cut down loh!!! gettin real fat, esp ard the tummy area! omg....love handles poppin out, lil tummy growin into big TUMMY!!! shitz. no more supper, less carbohydrates and yesh, less titbits. i m determined.
damn shitty. i haf 3 projects in a row...wtf! and the exams are coming!!!!! and i still dun feel the urgency and need to study! help me man. im dyin. i hate the stupid sch. i hate education.

2005-09-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

haven been so tired for a long time. yet my hall frens jus dun fail to keep me awake and laughing. haha. kudos to sadaf, leon & loo. bwahaha. realli shud stop havin supper, otherwise all the vigorous trainings oso no use le...omg!
exams are drawin near yet i haf no motivation to study. too much distractions, too much to take and bear. realli gettin tired. but wad to do...tt's life. sigh.

where is my worry?

where is my pain?

2005-09-18T16:12:00.000-07:00

body is aching like hell. mind is tired like shit. but still hafta press on to do stupid assignments. argh.
but i am realli happi. had a nice weekend. great contact game tt left me in bruises, but i like. haha. fun nite out celebrating Juan's bday! everyone was so sporting it jus makes me lurve the blacks ppl more. =) muntou brought us to a "hole in the wall" at jalan besar to haf traditional kaya toast breakfast. YUMMY!!! wanna go baq there to eat the thosai someday! *slurps*
national trainings coming up. bound to tire more. but at least it leaves 2 sundays free...hmm...jiayou bah! cant wait to play against the src ppl. wanna bring dem down so bad. esp the brick wall.
and i like mun's car door even more after rucy has drawn on it. muahaha. kool stuff.

2005-09-15T22:58:00.000-07:00

"You're standing in front of
The gate of a new dimension
No one leads you
To the right decision
Burn remains, deny
Steal my soul, convey
Pursuading sin inside I will be
No one understand my tears"

-However long the night, dawn will eventually break-

2005-09-12T19:11:00.000-07:00

hohoho. i am in peepee's hall now...slackin away when im actually supp to be studyin...hurhur. wad to do? i cant help it...jus lookin at the notes and books puts me to slp. they are definitely the best slping pills anywhere in the world man.
waitin for zeebing to come baq fr her malay class den we can go for dinner...*stomach growling in hunger*.
peepee is so evil. her condition for me borrowin her spkrs are tt i bring dem baq all the way to her room...no passin it to her somewhere else in sch...argh. haha. but it might be worth it for 2 days worth of good sound quality in my hall rm! =)
*sigh*...hall is gettin boring...no motivation leh...haha. u noe wad i mean eh...
ha. now the only thing is wait for ppl to haf more scandals and gossips loh...yupz. i am a san ba. MUAHAHA.
oh rite...i better get baq to studying....ciao.

2005-09-12T00:14:00.000-07:00

today had blacks AGM. so fun! good food, beer, and lotsa laughter! hehe.
realli lurve the blacks ppl man! =)))

anywayz, back in hall now, and i jus looked at the business law assignment. wtf. i do not understand a single word in the qn!!!! omg omg. and dis stupid assignment amounts to 20%?!?!?! SHIT LA.

rah rah rah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

i need to find a new job. i need ze $$$. yesh. y am i not a rich girl?!?! sianz.
anyway, study break's here, and my original plan to stay in hall to study is disrupted by a sudden outbreak of events - sub-comm stuff, physio, drving, projects, assignments.... - AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! haf i told u i hate sch? grrr....gg nuts soon.

think its time i start makin more frens in hall...im livin like a hermit...hurhur. i hope i can get to stay in hall next yr, cos it realli saves time and transport money!!! but at the rate im gg...there might be probs. ha. great.

contact league's comin up = more trainings = more muscle soreness = less time. shit. realli hafta start workin hard now. and i still haf zero $ in my sydney trip account!!! HELP ME!!! someone find me a job now!!!

== confused ==

2005-09-08T16:17:00.000-07:00

stuck in my room for the entire day...woke up to do project in my rm, den ate in my rm, and by 430, was too lazy to attend my only lecture/lesson today. yesh. im turnin into such a slacker. congrats man.
watched sin city, its gross but for some wierd reason, i like to watch it. burhur. im a sadist. =)

2005-09-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

i love the mud. i love the puddles of water. i love the feeling of mud sticking and splashing all over me....yar....those are all lies. MUAHAHAHA. but today's training session was realli fun and relaxing! we were all wonderin how come there was no contact, den chong fu cleared the air - we deserved a break for our hard work!!! - WOOT~!!! haha. ppl literally went mad on the field - laughing, screamin, shoutin - hurhur. damn fun. i lurve to play with the blacks girls. i realli do. wahahaha. =))))

ok. back to reality...haf to go do sucky IT hw. wth. shit.

2005-09-03T01:09:00.000-07:00

wah seh. i love to go home. everything feels so good. and i can slp like a log at home. my dear bed. muahaha.

sometimes i feel like im driftin away from my nus frens...*sigh*...or isit jus me?

i hate sch. sch sux.

i love gg out with blacks girls. =) blacks rox!

BORED

2005-08-29T13:42:00.000-07:00

stuck in hall now....super sian until like duno wad...supposed to study econs for next week's quiz but i jus cant start!!! omg. fallin aslp soon....*yawnz*
i hate pimples. y do dey exist? cant dey jus vanish?!?! grrr....
and i'm covered with blue-blacks...haha so long dunch haf le...woot! rucy...u gals seem to be havin great fun eh! haha. good lor...i am ROTTIN here! rah. anywayz...gotta try to study. so tt's all for now. btw! ALL BLACKS ROCKS!! =)

2005-08-24T16:36:00.000-07:00

wah seh. life in hall is realli diff with a laptop! now i can listen to songs, chat on msn & surf!!! MUAHAHAHA. shuang until can die! =) wanna buy spkrs - fujitsu lappie's sound system is like shit. god...i want super bass one! ahaha.

trainings on sun are becomin more intense as the league draws near. everyone's working damn hard. we'll do our best & pull thru it 2gether. gettin to know the backs' moves and start working 2gether more now. good team runs do the trick!

duno how to say dis but i am gettiin utterly disappointed and disheartened abt touch...had frenlies vs SP & TJ on sun. won SP by a 1 pt margin....drew with TJ...wth. its not tt poppins is not good, but i made so many mistakes during the game - crabbing, fumbled - and there was a pt when i jus shut-off from the entire situation...argh. and our team has no "mo qi" at all....no idea wad the other is gonna do and dis is mainly due to lack of communication. omg....and i feel tt the std b/w hawks and us are sooooo HUGE. *sigh*

anywayz....shall conc on contact now esp the upcomin league. yeah!

2005-08-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

whee!!! finally can use comp agn! muahaha. and after my qn-ing, the stupid eight-flags finally lemme collect my lappie tml. bunch of idiots leh....
wow rucy! it's a darn cool site la! Heavensgame

so amazed and proud! wahaha. rock on blacks!!! =)
alrite. gg NTU touch tml to try for fun....quite scared...so wish me luck eh!
waahha. den gg D&D at nite....finally can see wad the peagant ppl haf been preparing for all dis while. haha.
oh yar. rucy! stop being such a peadophile la! whahaa. find someone ur own age! kekeke.

2005-08-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

had touch frenlies wit sajc & nyp today....yeah! poppins won both games! haha so proud of u all!=) we are makin progress! hurhur.
den came contact....had frenly wit the blacks guys...wtf. i did absolutely nth to be worth mentioning abt. alot of mistakes were made on my part tho. felt like shit. realli realli felt like a pile of shit. i didn noe how to face the team after tt...fuck. only thing to do now is to try harder....=(

"It's not whether you get knocked down; it's whether you get back up." -- Vince Lombardi

2005-08-14T01:02:00.000-07:00

wah sian. i duno wad's wrong wit me today at work....felt like i was in a whirl the whole time....
ordered wrongly twice and forgot to deliver food like 3 times...gosh...
worse, there was dis HORRIBLE couple! the guy called for order so i walked over. he onli pointed at the food he wanted. when he pointed to the lobster salad i asked if he wanted cooked or raw. i repeated den he signalled tt he was deaf. great. so i pointed to the word "cooked" and he jus sorta waved his hand abt a little so i thot he meant he didn want it cooked. so i ordered raw. when i was abt to leave his dining partner - the idiotic girl - OPENED HER MOUTH and ASKED ME IF WE SERVED COFFEE!!!!!!! BLOODY HELL!!! CAN TOK DEN KEEP QUIET ALL THE WHILE FOR WAD?!?!?! SHITHEAD. best thing was when the salad came out dey actually wanted it cooked. WTF. pissed like hell. RAH!
ah. wadeva. the onli good thing was tt xt and su kee came to eat! wahaha. was realli happi to see dem. =)
i realise i haf a damn packed schedule next wk. gg to DIE. cya in heaven.

2005-08-13T02:24:00.000-07:00

wheee!!!! had a fun bday in hall! haha. was realli touched by the fact tt my OG mates act made the effort to buy a cake to celebrate. haha. den chaos reigned rite after i blew the last candle off...WATER FIGHT!!! (heng the 1st bucketful neva got me! wahahaha.) den some of dem came to my rm to have fun agn....hurhur. yepz! had a real wunderful time! =)

argh...cant get to slp although i'm v tired....wierd...

rucy and pok arh....u all realli damn wu liao la! but its SUPER farni! wahaha. pok! u shall be crowned the new muscle woman fr now on. kekeke.

feel like i cant catch up wit work...HELP ME!!! and i seriously need my lappie soon! rah. blardy inefficient comp ppl. hurry up call me leh! grrr....

-donch wanna work tml-

2005-08-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD. Springboks won All Blacks at tri-nations game. amazing. Springboks rocks man! (All Blacks too la!) rucy feels sore abt it. says its once in a million yrs. waha. (and umaga left the game towards the end!!! gosh!)

mind is in a whirl jus thinkin abt tml's training. hope its serena and gene taking again.

jus wonderin....y guys like girls with long hair leh? must be long hair meh? and how skinny do girls actually wana be? how skinny is skinny? and how come dey like stick thin legs?!?! (look like twigs to me...) hurhur. i am mad.

aaaallritteeee....gonna read my newly bought book - visions in death - and haf an early nite!

2005-08-05T22:52:00.000-07:00

omg! i can finally blog! haha. lived in hall for a week and already it felt like an eternity.
feel so blocked out fr the outside world..wierd wierd one. i miss the crazy training days, blacks ppl and my own bed. *sigh* and i hate doin laundry.
rucy tell me the nus gals haf fun visitin each other at nite. and mun tou act went visitin?!?! hahaha.
i'm growin fat. die. feel blardy unfit. omg!!! duno whether i will survive on sun durin training...argh.
yeah! saw pris in sch today promotin her diving club! i shall sign up for it. wanted to learn divin for so long le!! heehee. so excited! uh oh...need to wear swimsuit? eh...i dun wan leh...
alrite. shall go bum ard somemore. still got work tml. super sianz.

2005-08-01T13:06:00.000-07:00

didn go training ytd...felt wierd...like some part of me was missin...gosh. nowadays sometimes i feel like im driftin away fr my dear frens fr nus, blacks...(i duno...or isit jus me?)

and hu da hell ever said uni life was easy?!?!?! PI LA!!! its so horrible i jus wana die. u spent ur whole time readin up and u still duno wad's goin on. neinei.
it'll be a miracle if i ever pass my exams here.

its time i start gettin myself involved in more activites man. i feel so useless and my life feels so unfulfillin. budden agn, must save more $$$ for yr-end trip, so cannot spend too much $$ learnin stuff. *sigh*

yar, and i jus woke up at 1230pm and i still stuck in my rm bloggin cas' i haf no frens so i cannot find anyone to go haf lunch wit me or go anywhere else...ha. great.

2005-07-30T01:03:00.000-07:00

loo & me did the impossible. we scrubbed our room floor til its almost reflective! yesh! i donch noe wad to say...we are GOOD! hahaha. now can finally walk ard barefooted inside and it feels more homey :) oh yar. we even created our lil' cosy corner!
went to support peepee at her hall peagant preview! wow. peepee is so pretty! the hair and make-up was real good! think she'll win! (btw. she won Miss Popularity leh! haha. mus be due to our xtra votes. hurhur) woohoo! now is wait for loo's turn! i noe so many hall peagant finalists...my gad.
shit. its less than 1 week since start of sch and i hafta prepare for tutorial le...WTH. the lecturers r all WIERD i tellya...dey'll either be singing or monolouge-ing or totally strict and boring. i can die. and btw...i HATE my timetable. rah.

2005-07-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

wah shit. went physio today....and guess wad! Physio asked me to stop runnin for at least 2 blardy wks! XIAO. dun care...shall still go joggin all the same. burhur. jus dun do too intense exercises can liao lar.....horrrr?
finally gonna move in everything dis wed nite. yeah. and shall go shoppin at ikea soon! so many things to buy! wahaha.
think NTU is super out of the way. its in another world...now i most prob learnin drivin like once a wk? at ubi somemore kaoz. cannot give up! otherwise wasted all my previous $$$!!! must perservere!!!!
i miss the tv man...and tutu...and the fact tt i can walk ard barefooted even to the toilet right here at home!!! *sigh*
went biz tok today....my gad...saw soooo many familiar faces...and alot ish last time dun like one...DIE. how to survive? ahha. can make it. shall make it. =)

2005-07-25T00:41:00.000-07:00

woot! sch supposed to start tml....but fortunately i jus realised tt my first and official lec starts on thurs!! muahahaha. but its super lame...hafta go baq tml for NBS welcome day tml, den nth to do until thur.

must start my own fitness regime le lo....every alternate nite run 179 route. muahaha. den climb the "great wall of china". wah! will becum damn fit. kekeke.

2005-07-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

back from camp. er...or shud i say escaped fr it? haha. its fun, but i cant miss training for anything...so yar. i'm baq at home now after fitness. =)
upset. didn finish JJ2!!!!! rah. stupid useless weak strained quads. =( but i shall do it myself someday! replace today's one. ha!
realli great to see my blacks teammates agn after bein locked up in hall for 2 days...oh man. heng i got pris to accompany me for nite runs and stuff. hehe!
rucy! donch sad! u movin into hall soon! will make lotsa new frens den no bored le....i'll visit u nxt time. muahahahaha.
gg baq to camp tml...SIGH. so shall agn be cut off fr tv and internet!!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! must get laptop soon!

- must finish JJ2 in personal record time -

2005-07-17T02:37:00.000-07:00

quite excited...movin into my hall tml nite! but jus thinkin of the things to pack is er...rather horrible. i'm onli gonna pack camp stuff, pillows and blankets and its oledi ALOT. die. how to move everything dere? pee is amazin. or maybe her things are small...wahahaha. i onli bringing 2 pillows dere lor...not enuff! i used to havin alot of pillows ard me leh...sigh. oh yar! tml nite will be a tiring nite! gonna start cleanin up the rm and make it pretty! and my dear roommate - looloo - will be doin it wit me! yeah! heehee.

jus now went out wit rucy and rad. rucy got new haircut. i think v nice and funky. haha. rad is mad. she laffs at the slightest thingy...muahaha. oh well...shall end here. got trainin tml. byebye!

2005-07-16T02:05:00.000-07:00

checked-in to my hall 7 today....wad's it like? LAU POK POK!!!
wah piang eh....not i wanna say la..but after me & loo visited pee & bing's hall & room ah...we super sad can. y? cos hall 1 - pee's hall - supposed to be the oldest hall in ntu. in the end it turned out tt the rms have been renovated and every single blardy furniture of theirs are new!
hall 7 haf dimly lit rms and dull furniture...looks like its up to me and loo to make it worth livin in! wahahaha. we shall start our big mission to transform our rm next wk! yeah!

went gym after tt. onli me, ruai and berni turned up. oh well, wahaha. after dinner we decided to go somewhere else for nice desserts...wrong choice on a friday nite. everywhere in central is overcrowded. and all cafes close tooooooo darn early. can dey be like HK? the foodie places mostly open til 12 or 1am one lorh...sigh. s'pore is too small and lazy. tsktsk. but we managed to haf some yummy cakes & drinks in the end in Rocky's (where dey cant make coffee for us cos close liao. piangz). not bad lar. at least we burnt more fats after dinner fr all the walking. kekeke.
moral of story: dun bother chillin out on a fri nite. everywhere is overcrowded.

oh yea, finally got a free day tml! yippee! haha. shall go zzz le. ciao!

2005-07-14T12:27:00.000-07:00

airport was overcrowded today. tabi has flown off to london. no idea when she'll be baq. no idea when we'll ever get to see her again.

miss u alot. really alot already. i will neva forget the big "I LOVE U" sign u signalled to us after u checked in. the girls and i will save up hard to go visit u!

tabitha fong. wait for us k! :)

2005-07-03T03:27:00.000-07:00

wah! super excitin day today!!! realli enjoyed myself alot!
went to watch the super exciting All Blacks vs. Lions match in the afternoon at dubliners wit the blacks ppl. wah! DAN CARTER!!!! DANNY!!! wahahaha.

"...it really was the Daniel Carter show – now – in my opinion – the undisputed number one flyhalf on the planet!
"Daniel Carter was quite amazing, he had an outstanding game. He was my man of the match but everybody played well," said an overjoyed Graham Henry. "

Go KIWIS!!! =)

went shu wei's hse for T2R2. great nite! and den we headed off for durians at geylang. mmm....durians! yummy stuff! (ruai! it's not stinky!!! haha)

alrite. flyin off to HK in 4 more hrs. baq on 9th july. yippee!

2005-06-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

yea! loved the bbq! haha. marshmallows! *YUMMY*
i tell ya! i donch like being the "bear". =(
isit i gettin fitter? haha. thot with all the running thru touch & contact i wud haf died...but it was ok! yea! =)
alrite. shall build up my confidence level. lalala.
HK in one week! WHEE!!! super excited! cant wait for it!

2005-06-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

*tired*
sushi very tempting hor...so many ppl wana eat...iyo!!! super busy today! can die ah! and i got a BIG SHOCK at work too! hahaha. i basically stared for like 5 secs before offering a seat. wah piang. can laff until i die.

2005-06-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

went shopping for the 1st time today since the Great Singapore Sale. gosh. mango was CHAOTIC. like WWIII jus occured there. scary. y? cos its their 1st day of sales!!! hm....and there was dis totally faggot guy hu helped his gf & her fren to queue for the fitting rm k! & dey were rite in front of me. wth. total loser man! & the girl was disgusting too (the guy was like 1/2 head shorter than me). MY GAD. i had to suppress my disgust when the 2 girls openly cut into the Q ltr. wah lau eh. oh well...at least i bought sth. hurhur. (manda....donch be pek cek abt ur jeans la...haha).

saw PQ! ha. becom more pretty le worh! den she told us lina was in orchard too. we rushed to wisma to see lina aka bimbo ng! wahaha. she shrieked when she saw manda first. wow! ah...lina realli put on some weight lor...but she still is slim...and she is so fair now!!!!!! wahahahaha. can laugh at her leh! gonna meet up wit every1 soon for dinner and kopi...woot! seein her agn was realli great! ahaha. missed her stupid laughter and high-pitched voice. keke.

oh yar. btw. nearly 4got. went to buy ice-cream fr ruai 2day. she scooped 2 HUGE scoops of diff flavours for me wor! wit choc fudge and peanuts....YUMMY!!!! *slurps* 10q ruai! muahaha. & of cos jas' mum too! ;)

rite...gotta work early tml = SIAN. so tata!

2005-06-19T22:16:00.000-07:00

WHEE!!! wunnerfulllllll weekend at kelong kawal in bintan wit the blacks girls! hahaha. the great sumptous food (the crabs & goreng pisang! *slurps*), the bootiful clear sea, karaoke and of cos the exciting banana boat + aqua glider!!! waha. but too bad we didn get to go deep sea fishing...sigh. so we lot were contented wit fishing at the kelong using the trustee tiger beer cans. ha!
oh yar! how could we forget the F family hor...and 3 cheers to Jane for "gently reminding" them wad is called MANNERS. muahaha.
heehee. had a nice little appreciation nite where the kawal comm was elected. ooooooo. hahaha. think everyone were seriously overfed during the 2 days there. ha. credit goes to the superb cook and generosity of the kelong hosts! yeah! they were realli realli hospitable! shud give dem a best host award or sth. hee.
boat ride home was fun! took lotsa stupid pics and cont'd to eat alot. =)
reallix100 enjoyed myself over the wkend & i'm sure so did the others! thanks to pris for organising this whole outing eh! and everyone else for the fun joy & laughter they brought there! rock on Blacks!!!!!!!

2005-06-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

wa piang. Fart legs. fart man! haha. caused duai to haf "niao-shi-jing". kkekeke.
lovely June special. i would literally DIE for it.
but it's still amazin and great cos we all did it and finished it together. yep yep! haha. and dere was a deeee-licious ice-cream cake afterwards! yea!
alrite. kelong in 2 days. super excited! kelong kelong! here we come!

2005-06-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

Tabitha Fong! Happi Bday!!! muahaha.
hope u reali liked the presie!!!!!

2005-06-14T00:53:00.000-07:00

hm. gym-ed today (2nd time since god noes when...;)). yep. wit a whole bunch of crazy gals too! ruai, jas, beni, meng, gina & pok. hee.
think my muscles are too weak. come on! grow grow grow! mus eat more proteins man!

jing jangs face-off stage 2 dis wed. i am not scared. LIKE SHIT. but guess we'll all pull thru it together as a team. yea baby!

-i treat u as good fren. but i duno if the feeling's mutual-

2005-06-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

at father flan's.

yep. he's rather cute! =) and he is 2nd row too! muaha.

oh man oh man. so long neva go botanical gardens oledi...like AGES...since i was like wad? 10? yep. no kiddin man! and today i revisited dere wit my dear blacks girls! hahaha. luved it! luved it! luved it! =) (oh yar. saw jamie yeo & glenn. jamie's SUPER skinny man...& had on a skirt which caused jane to nag at. wahahaha.)

today had our last 15s game...act it was 10s la..or was it 11s? ha no idea. but it was quite fun. got to play backs leh! woohoo! totally lost sia. in-centre. woot! 1st time see a backs wearing jersey no.3 wor! MUAHAHAHA. wah realised backs realli quite happy hor...i felt realli wierd watching the scrums yet not participating. hee. & ruai screammmmed her lungs out everytime for me and mun to help cover her in defence...ahahah. solli la rye...=)

yea. kelong trip soon! kelong kelong kelong!

2005-06-11T15:04:00.000-07:00

gr. i am sooo turnin into a BIG hypocrite! kudos to being in the service line. one minute i'm cursing and swearing at the big idiots still eatin merrily away in the restaurant at 1015pm (closing time was 10pm mind u) den immediately i turn ard and smile at dem exclaimin "Thankew!!" in an exceptionally wierd high-pitched voice as dey FINALLY left. ppl, i tell u....i will never make a rest and its staff wait beyond closing time. its RUDE. waha.

DIE. i didn check my mail for a coupla days and here i am. missing training...gosh. feel super guilty....=(

yo pris! oli! ahaha. welcome to moi blog! woohoo! enter the bewilderin mind of JW! kekeke.
rite....i'm turnin mad. mus be due to lack of slp...and i seriously need food now! noW! nOW! NOW!!! didn eat properly the last 2 days k...had LS and fever agn...wth...mus be the deadly virus spreadin ard Blacks RFC nowadays. PPL! take good care ok! alrite. mus fly to find food le. ~ciao!

2005-06-08T00:50:00.000-07:00

woot! last 15s trainin 2day. and i kana rammed in the chest. dammit. good session tho. wonderful agility station! *shudders*
hm...tried out flanker today....realise i quite like it! muaha. more fun and get to run more compared to 2nd row. excitin! i like! wahahaha. but i still need to work on my clearings tho. dey are like soooooooo inefficient...
die. i think i'm over-eatin nowadays....or isit my metabolism increased? waha. yea man! more muscles! tada!

sianz. gotta work more nowadays. need $$$!!! rah.

-dere's a monster in my hse-

2005-06-02T11:35:00.000-07:00

slackin at home now b4 gg off to watch the girls U20s touch match.
i'm turnin into a lazy bum man. no driving, less work, more food. GOSH.
oh well...its the hols after all.

eh. super irritated wit the HK accomodation. SUPER IRRITATED!!! RAH.

i hate singapore mud. its makin me breakout in pimples. huge ones somemore. grrrr....

JING JANGS!!! omg. its a sure way to commit suicide! muahaha. but good endurance test la. alrite. think i cant laff too hard now. core muscles aching. wah......

2005-05-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

went on a food feast at chinatown 2day wit mj and xt. woot! ate egg tart, lao puo bing, chicken noodle and steam milk dessert. yummy!! i'm in heaven! haha.

fuck. think my comp is suffering fr some retarded disease or sth. keeps screwin up. KNN. and i jus hit my elbow VERY HARD agnst the window metal grill. OW.

and WHY WHY WHY did carrie win the AMI? i'm devastated. (k lar...she's not tt bad but BO BO BO!!!!) rah.

oh yar. bought a new bk - The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsela - damn good! wahaha. i realli laughed out loud while readin it! (heng my sis was aslp ltr she think i kee-siao). so good i couldn't put it down the entire nite til i finished it. waha.

short term goals:
1) eat jap buffet
2) eat buffet
3) read angels and demons (anybody lend me?!?!!)

alrite. dere's a HUGE GIANT BIG GIGANTIC SCARY moth haunting my hse. *shudders* GET OUT!!!!! (it was act captured and released afew days ago & now its baq....& its now loitering ard downstairs at my void deck.) alrite. u've been in my hse for 1 whole day...dun come baq!! fly away. fly far far away.

2005-05-25T00:24:00.000-07:00

wah....i wana eat supper...NOW!!! prata, tehbings, wadeva...i wana sit out and jus chill wit frens...god...ruai, meng and jas ah...stop makin me jealous wit ur nite outins...*sigh* i dun care if it makes me fat. cos i exercise...yea..i do exercise...although it doesn't trim me down to a size 6 or 8 la....like those pretty sexy celebrities...but hey! wad's fun abt the world if everyone looks the same rite? MUAHAHA. i say dis out of spite. oh well, as long as i do not balloon into the size of er...Miss P....hahahahaha.

my sis rented a coupla of dvds today - the Aviator & My Big Fat Greek Wedding - gosh. the latter is realli good man. farni like hell. although the leads are not ur usual gorgeous hunk and sexpot...but it precisely y its so good. its so normal and jus downright farni! wahahaha. yea i noe i'm an ulu kia...so long den watch da movie?!?! ya larh wadeva...but i watched it in the end wad...so for those hu haven watch it yet, GO WATCH IT NOW! =)

ah...i've been decidin btwn ntu and nus biz for a long time now. and the reason was : Ntu course sounds better, but Nus like got more frens....BUT after attending the nus biz tok the other day, i am more sure than ever now tt i shall go ntu...
1) dey invited their biz student to sing and promote his album. which wad totally 100% gross and horrible. the title was so cheesy!!! wad "chocolate coca-cola"?!?! me and pee were tryin so hard to not burst out laffin k..and pee felt so embarassed for the poor gayish guy she couldn look at him thro-out the entire song....omg!! hahahaha.
2) the prof hu toked at the end of the session was sooooooooo damn arrogant and AP!! like everyone in the world wana fight to enter nus biz...for god's sake la...and thanx to u hor...ppl dun wana enter dere le lor!
3) the video clip shown on the orientation programmes and biz sch life sucked - BIG TIME. the orientation games were sooooooo outdated and childish...reminds me of jc/sec sch...GUI AH!!!! and the student rep toked BAD eng. and in BAD i mean really BAD.
yep. so in conclusion, i've decided to go ntu biz lor...=) and now i noe got alot of my frens gg dere oso mah...like pee, looloo, wenting, libing, benita blah blah blah...=) yay! and ntu's not tt far fr nus, i can always meet up wit my nus frens! hahaha. for supper or wadeva! yay!

wah. dis entry damn long i noe. somemore no pics...boring.....hahha. but i neva ask u to finish readin mah. u ownself volunteer one hor. =) ciao!

2005-05-23T00:59:00.000-07:00

woot! cant wait for 31st may.....quickly come leh! hahahaha. =Þ

2005-05-19T00:42:00.000-07:00

wah...after nearly a year of being illness-free....here i am suffering from all major common illnesses: fever, cough, flu & sore throat.
worse is, dear mr. fever didn subside after the nite despite takin acti-fast panadol! nono...it shot up even higher to 38.6 degrees C!! omg....kewl eh! at least my brain's not burnt up yet! haha. oh well...being sick is not w/o its pros tho...i've been slackin at home for the past 3 days (like slpin nearly 12 hrs a day), which is sth i haf not been able to since god knows when....GOSH. yea...and mom is pampering me like hell. wahaha. =)))
anyways...missed a coupla o trainins durin dis time...mus catch up le wor! oh well...

~ciao!

2005-05-14T23:56:00.000-07:00

i wonder if i'm qualified enuff to teach the young ones...prob not. i duno.
afraid of remaining stagnant. afraid of the unknowns. afraid of the knowns. i will strive hard. but jus wonderin if it will ever pay off. perhaps i'm jus not suitable. but i will not give up yet. no, not now. not when there's still a little hope left.

2005-05-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

jus let me cry it all out..............

2005-05-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

bored......realli realli bored.
feel so empty...
i hate my life.
i hate myself. rah.

-What do I have to do?
I can’t tell you
Use your brain
To see I’m in pain
Agony in fact
Has deep impact
Crushing hopes dreams and ambitions
With no inhibitions
You could at least try
To stop shouting when I cry
To stop nagging when I’m down
Or stop talking when I frown
Work with me
Not against me
Push me along
Not back to where I’m from
I’m trying so hard to pick myself up
But I’m stuck
And you’re not helping-

2005-05-09T00:18:00.000-07:00

"jingwen!!!!!...."
".......defence!!!.......lazy!!!"

FUCK.
i am so darn stressed. feel like shit. isit dey expect alot? tell me la! SHIT.
& i thot it was jus a lac game for fun joy & laughter...FUCK.

2005-05-08T14:00:00.000-07:00

omg! look at the lift!! nono...not the england one...the All Blacks one...whoa...damn kewl. nice fight for the ball man!!

aspire to be like dem. impossible is nothing. muaha. k. its a dream alrite??!! relac.

2005-05-07T12:54:00.000-07:00

hokay. i am darn excited abt the HK trip!!! yeah!!! food, shopping & great fun for a whole entire week! yahoo!!! =))) our trip is finally falling into place, wit our tour committee - ren, ruai, pee, ros & moi - its gonna be a damn good trip i tell ya! hahaha. cant wait!!! july...seems so far hor...neva mind!!! i shall tell myself its SOON!!! wahahaha. mus go learn spk canto soon. otherwise will be a dead duck dere....

alrite. i shall remind myself to always go into a man(or girl) wit my shoulders first. shoulders shoulders shoulders. drive drive drive. deck deck deck. hold. rip. drive. shoulders. drive. go low. grab the leg. fight. run. draw & pass. put ball out nicely and far after a deck. drive. shoulders. low. rip. maul. ruck. i can do it.

argh. my shoulders are gonna pop anytime soon. rah.

2005-04-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

ok. i jus spent $$ ob hair colouring and it turned out..well shan't say disastrous lar.....UNIQUE...yea tt's the word. wahaha. xiao man. thot it wud turn out ash green or sth....shiat, turned out light green la! kaoz....glad its not blonde though...its soooo unlike me...like a totally diff person now...o__O anywayz...jus do it since i'm still young...haha. next time old le canot liaoz u noe!!!
budden i haf such a supportive and wonderful mom and sis...come baq immediately kana shoot.

Sis (younger): "wah lau! u think u alot of $$$ ah?!?! keep doin ur hair for wad?! its so ugly!!!"
Me(hurted):" realli v ugly meh?"
Sis:" aden! sooooo ugly!!!"
Me:"............."
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Mom(shocked):" wad did u do to ur hair?!?! look like ah-lian! angmoh not like angmoh...duno wad u doin!!"
Me(pissed):" wah lau! i dye oledi wad u wan me to do?!?! kaoz..."
Mom:" use my brown hair dye to dye it baq!"
Me(thinking):" and waste my money?!?! no way!!"

RAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! alrite....for all those hu see me in future...pls do not be shocked. u have been forewarned....

2005-04-27T23:44:00.000-07:00

i haf to say dis. i hate public transport. but i even more HATE ppl hu haf BO and still continue squeezing beside ppl like dey are the nicest smellin S*** in the world!!! ruai once said i am the ultimate unlucky public transport commuter and i totally agree wit her. y oh y do i always get to meet or rather smell smelly ppl on extra squeezy buses?!?! rah. jus now on bus no. 9 dere was dis malay or thai guy lar, sqqquuuuueeezzzzeeee beside me like noboddy's biz and holy shit!!! he smells like hell! one whiff and i nearly fainted. and the worst part was when i tried my hardest to edge away fr him (even jus 1cm) he jus comes even closer. wth. pooi! me and ruai came up wit afew ideas the other time (10x to XX) tt can help save innocent commuters fr such ppl. here are some of dem:

MRT
1) put up cabins tt shuts dis BO carriers fr the rest of the clean fresh air in the cabin.
2) all seats will haf auto smelly sensors. once smelly guy detected, a siren is sounded and the smelly one will be ejected off the seat into da clear blue sky. (if undergrd, the smelly one shall be ejected downwards instd)
3) for those PDA couples, dere shall be "love-soundproof" cabins for u all. spare the eyes of the other commuters. most are oledi havin v tired eyes fr a day's work and do not appreciate ur lovey dovey acts.....pls...
4) the ultimate: all ppl carryin BO are BANNED fr takin public transport. period.

BUSES (ownself think one)
1) a big claw (like those tt catch softtoys in arcade machines) will pick da smelly one up and throw him outta the bus.
2) an auto perfume spray located at the door will spray thye detected as smelly.
3) a BIG RED GLOWING STAMP will be stamped on the foreheads of those hu haf BO and still board the bus.
4) BANNING

k. i am boh liao.

2005-04-27T00:26:00.000-07:00

~My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone~

went for tj training after work. training's the onli thing keepin me alive now. gad. had fun in the gym...realise realli must work on arms - flabby & weak like hell. practised for fun touch ref, gonna be firm on sat. will i be biased? definitely. esp against the big fat team. budden i shall be as fair and just as i possibly can. =) *flutters eyelashes innocently* hurhur.

sigh. toked v long to ruai after trainin...wonder y everyone so troubled...makin me troubled too...gosh...realli feel like drinkin. (eh not like i trouble free la). & ruai arh....my dear....dun think too much k? tok to me or anyone if u feel bottled up...dun think of doin stupid things hor...*hugz*

hurted tab's shoulders jus now...felt damn guilty...*bashes wen in the head*.

ruai! lets work hard 2gether! we can do it! ah meng! manda! jia you 2gether!!!! =)))))

2005-04-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

rah. contact was tiring but fun. ah. wth. duno wad to say. kana "said" for bad tackles.....rah. wtf. lalala.

2005-04-21T10:43:00.000-07:00

i swear i'm gonna take revenge today during training. 10-0 in 5 mins. all those young ones u all better watch out.

eh ruai....farrer park doesn't build up ur abs hor....hahaha u jus got a weak trunk....BWAHAHAHHA.

contact training dis sun. think i'll DIE of fatigue. burhur. shall restart my fitness regime soon. its time......

ok. for those hu noe hu's whee whee, since my dear fren dun lemme use whee whee, i shall now rename as BL aka Bruce Lee....MUAHAHA. (thanx to ruai hu spotted the uncanny resemblance btwn the 2).

WAH. i now sian until i doing DHS sec3 math test paper....and guess wad. i duno how to do it!! muahahaha. even forgot the basic thing: do u change the sign when u change sides?!?! omg....i've wasted my parents' $$$ and half my life learning all those and forgetting dem....gosh! well, too bad...dun get to use it much in real life anyway...(ya...unless u smart ass like ren or xt...xt can even memorise and write down lower sec science notes leh! xiao or wad?!?!)

tralala...wastin time at work now...cant wait to be freed fr here...2 more wks man! den i can get to enjoy late morns and nites agn! yahoo! budden its not w/o a price la....tt is - no money. hahaha. den agn....i MIGHT spend my future life stuck somewhere workin so might as well enjoy now hor...(k shall not preach or complain here....*go elsewhere wen if u wanna complain!*)

k watched 15s game yest. damn boring....perhaps is due to the teams la...the game could act. stay at one corner of the field for as long as 5 mins~!!! WOOT! hello! get a move on i say! think dey play using plain brute force and hard drives...but it always seems more exciting on tv...perhaps the players on tv are pros and the game is more smooth....i duno...*shrugs shoulders*

*slams a pot into wen's head* wake up!!! u're at work!!! HELLO!!!! kk. shall go slack ard le...cannot blog so long. bad for health....(like real) ciao.

fur is dead

2005-04-20T12:51:00.000-07:00

i now officially declare i HATE china ppl.
after last nite's net browsing, i stumbled upon peta tv - an animal rights association that has a wide array of information on anything you want on animal abuse. i visited the site saying sth like: "a horrible insight into chinese fur farms" and i was appalled when i watched the video of heartless ppl skinning the animals alive. i cant help my tears fr flowing out as i watched the animals struggling and denied even the tiniest amt of kindness. so ppl, pls DO NOT wear fur. the video showed a china man slamming a racoon on the floor but its not yet unconscious, and hung up by its hind legs. it waved its free limbs in pain as the guy jus tore off its skin....omg....*puke*. the saddest part was when the bloodied racoon actually lifted its head to blink into the camera before it died. it oso showed another china yes china guy stepping on a dog's neck and head as he skinned it. the dog was conscious all the while. ok. enuff of dis.
ppl hu haf pets, pls pls KEEP AWAY from Iams pet food. it uses animal testin and the poor dogs in the lab are all debarked and suffering fr depression. there was dis video of the lab, and i tell ya, its inhumane. there was dis dog being put on surgery to test for its muscle density or sth, and the surgeon unbelievably said if the dog stopped breathing, jus slap it hard on the chest!!!!!!!!! fuck the surgeon! go to hell! yes. so boycott all Iams products. i cannot cont any further. bcos the thot of the videos are makin me sick. v sick. if u wana watch the videos, or wana find out more abt animal abuse, pls visit www.furisdead.com.

To kill the animals without damaging their fur, trappers usually strangle, beat, or stomp them to death. Animals on fur farms may be gassed, electrocuted, poisoned with strychnine, or have their necks snapped. These methods are not 100 percent effective and some animals "wake up" while being skinned.

2005-04-18T12:37:00.000-07:00

IRB 7s ROCKS!!!!!!! haha. (other than the fucker asshole lar....)
yea man! being a spectator is wonderful! pure bliss! haha can rock and shake like mad! and can drink too! wheeeee! was abit tipsy and rather high yest. damn fun.waha. alritey...other than not being able to take pic wit my huge idol....everything else was a blast on sunday! and my gad!!! we act. saw the HAKA LIVE!!!!!!!!! tt beats everythin else man! omg omg omg. hurhur. realise all blacks realli play as a team...wit amazin support on attacks and defence, and no selfish solo acts(like no. 5 fr s'pore....yucks). and no. 10 and 5 fr. all blacks are like SHEN(god in mandarin)!!! my gad! and i got the honour to shake no. 10's hand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahaha. *in bliss*
realli look forward to next yr's 7s! =))))

anywayz, tokin abt the asian womens 7s tournament. i cant help but feel heartbroken for our singapore gals. (esp after seeing tabi,serena,jane etc. in tt state...*sigh*) duno how to continue fr here le...thinkin abt tt nite when all of dem were utterly upset left me feelin alot for dem.....hope the future generations can do dem proud!!! singapore women's rugby will continue to strive and thrive!

2005-04-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

Roy Wee is the most FUCKED UP-SCREWED-IDIOTIC-RETARDED-KANA SAI-CAO CHEE BAI-SHITHEAD i've ever met in my whole entire life!!! (applies to ren, man, xt & gina too) fucking idiot. big ugly face set on a big unproportionate-to-body-head set on a fat stout body set on chicken legs. bloody idiot fool. greatest talent is to step on ppl, twist facts, pick on ppl, save own face by screwin others' and best of all, a natural piece of smelly ugly dirrtty SHIT. hope u seriously get screwed someday - literally & mentally - and tt big ugly face of urs will not get any better even if u spent ur whole entire fortune on plastic surgery. tt big fuckin ugly mouth of urs can be ripped off and trampled on for all i care. hope u jus get a bursted blood vessel and someone (might be me) digs out those huge shitty poppin eyes of urs and make u eat dem. FUCK U Roy Wee! piece of shit! no---not even the shit. the germs on the shit! hope u fuckin screw up tml and enjoy ur day wit ur useless helpers whom u amazingly think are efficient and useful. fuck dem all. i hope i can stick a whole watermelon into ur mouth to shut u up. ok. too mean? i shall thank u - for sackin us. its the greatest favour to us. hope u fuckin get into a fatal car accident and i wish u all the best den! GO TO HELL.

2005-04-12T23:44:00.000-07:00

ok. after serious consideration, i haf decided not to post the article on condemning bangalas. otherwise it might cos a stir in our very extremely racial harmonious spore society. haha. budden there's ONE MAJOR reason y i dunch like dem. one of dem stole fr. 6 of our blacks girls. yesh. 6 to be exact.
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dammit. my office comp kana virus AGAIN! wth. and i did not do anythin....no msn, neva dl anything extra, never open any wierd mails....y oh y?!?! now i cant even blog dere...jus let me DIE....argh.
shit. i jus deleted a precious sms....dammit. rah.

ROCPs red alert.

2005-04-11T14:10:00.000-07:00

Wahaha. I now self-proclaim myself to be the hip-est and punk-est person in the entire blardy office. thanks to my new wonderful hairstyle aka star cut. muahaha. its so blardy short i got my sexuality(as in homo or bo or straight) questioned by my colleague at sushi tei. hmm....guys are quite narrow minded hor...c girls wit short hair den think dey are butches...haha duno whether to laugh or cry.
damn. dis haircut sure make me haf to dress harder dan usual. i mean if u noe me u noe i always wear big casual t-shirts and jeans one wad. but amazingly i wore a denim skirt out to town yest! WOOT! wtf. i felt damn uncomfortable the whole day(damn breezy underneath).
whee. and a female colleague jus now jus said tt i'm shuai! SHUAI?!?! omg....k la...at least not ugly rite...hurhur. well...wanna noe how the hell i look? wait til i can find someone wit a digi cam to take foto of me first la...muaha. (jus wonderin if my hair grew a little longer could i dye it red and look like quan yifeng? woohoo!)
alrite. jus had a blardy full lunch...thanks to my mom! packed a huge box of lunch for me....so delicious i jus gobbled it down and after tt den realise i damn fuckin full....ow....stomach hurts a lil now. gosh. realli haf to jian fei le....i notice girls wit short hair mostly look chio when they are SKINNY....which i am 101% NOT. MUAHAHA. ok la i shall convince (or rather is bluff) myself tt i haf attitude! yea man. attitude's the word! yoyoyo!!! *does the hipster pose*
ok. baq to my hair. (kk i am a self-centred b****...wadeva.) since i DO NOT want to look like a butch or boy, i mus try my v v best to look more feminine in future. which includes makeup and accessories. omg. tt's sooooo not me...but wth. women are born to suffer. boohoo. yearh well, dun be surprised if a dun turn up for contact trainin for 3 wks in a row in future cos tt's due to newly punched ear holes! waha. (kk tt might not happen in the short term la.) must wear tighter clothes which are supposedly to show off one's figure but too bad i dun haf one (unless u consider round and bulges a figure?!?!) oh yea. mus go and trim eyebrows too. i haf no f***ing idea how to trim the shape...and it blardy hurts like hell! eeeyer....muaha. i totally sound like a guy hor...alrite. enuff of dis nonsense.

-----RED ALERT: ROCPs----
hokay doke. i now openly declare i DUNCH LIKE ROCPs!!! (Republic Of China People.)
dey suck big time man! Top 10 reasons y i hate dem:

they are rude, loud and uncivilised in public. always spittin and tokin at the top of their lungs like nobody's business.
yest at the CS foodcourt an ROCP woman act. kiao kar(put up her leg) on the chair!! omg....wad a total disgrace.
dey always cmplain over the slightest thing(ask pee lor)
dis is targeted at my colleague...ROCP!!! do ur work and stop slackin! and stop orderin the new ppl ard! and stop showin off ur son's sch life, its nth much to boast abt!
i hate the fact tt they try too hard to blend into our culture.
damn kiasu. worse than sporeans! HORRIBLE.
dey dun give way on buses or mrts. (acc. to pee: y dun dey jus cycle?!)
dey suck
dey suck
dey SUCK BIG TIME.

(the above is purely my own personal opinions and heardsay. if offended, pls do not contact me, rather, reflect on y u are offended. and it does not apply to all ROCPs. jus MOST.

Stay tuned for nexzt entry:SHOULD WE CONDEMN BANGALAS???

2005-04-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

yeah! so exciting!! haha.

Asian 7s Schedule

2005-04-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

Wah Piang eh. do most teenage girls nowadays haf cotton wool stuffed in their brains? and haf an amplifier installed into their throats for screaming and shoutin?!?! omg...i mean jus take a look at the NKF charity show jus now (ard 7-10pm) its a goddamn charity for god's sakes! not ur freakin idols' concert hor!!! scream and scream like nobody's business...

ok...even if u cant, absolutely cannot contain ur excitement...at least haf eyes and ears to choose the correct idols rite?!?! i mean look at all those poor girls screamin theirs lungs out for 5566...OMG...do dey even realise tt all these pathetic guys do is try to act seh (buay seh) onstage and MIME thru-out their entire performance?!?! GOD. and dey had the NERVE (gonna break it someday) to haolian abt how dey managed to break the fone records last yr dey came...WAH PIANG EH! DEY CAN ALL GO AND DIE DIE DIE!!! alrite. u might argue tt dey mime cos dey dancing mah...need alot of energy one leh...wah lau! neva see britney/j.lo/avril breakin a sweat while dancing/jumpin and singin at the same time! no material means no material k! stop tryin to find excuses...(gonna chop off all their oh so gorgeous locks some freakin day!) and guess wad? dey didn even appear at the end of the show! so much for helpin charity huh...(bet dey too tired...pantin and dying somewhere).
hmph! come on my dear teenagers! WAKE UP! pls pls look and find ur idols wit big big clear eyes ok!!!

alrite...didn even make a single call durin the entire charity show...not tt i am a heartless citizen hu dun give a damn abt the sick and the poor...but cos i was rather engrossed in watchin the show and tt i haf been donatin alot for the past 10 yrs oledi hor....and next time i'm sure my young nephew/niece gonna come ard and ask for card donations lor...so no worries! i will donate soon. and u noe tt freaky jack neo stunt? i was so freaked out tt i couldn even reach out for the fone la...(hands were grabbin the pillow over my eyes...)

kk...think i betta stop le...fingers tired fr typin...(me not fantastic typer ya noe...) so cya! ciao!

-gonna be late for work AGN tml-

2005-04-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

~whee!!!! went shoppin today!! (cos no training....felt so empty and wierd...)
anywayz!..bought a mango pants and a t-shirt! yea yea yea! so happi! wahaha.

wah lao eh. yest karaoke session nearly left me dead laughing. my gad! blacks ppl are MAD MAD MAD!!! I LUV MY CLUB-MATES! haha. oh yar. jane's attempt at trying to translate balloon SUX man!!! wahahahaha damn farni!!!! and her drama with rossze at the songs they sang 2gether....OH MAN....(baby, baby, baby oh baby...)
alrite! howey said i resembled jay when i sang his songs! omg! wahaha! (duno if its a praise or insult....hurhur). wah, and howey can realli rap in hokkien man! RAP QUEEN in da house! oh! and we haf our very own Black's Macy Gray - JANE! wahaha.
and the bunch of young ones aka me, benita, mar, rach, manda had great fun jumpin on the sofa singin jie jie mei mei zhan qi lai! woohoo! MUAHAHAHA.
alrite man! BLACKS ROCKS!!

Sevens Boks prepare for Singapore

2005-04-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

The Springbok Sevens squad has assembled in Johannesburg for a camp before they leave on Sunday for the Singapore leg of the IRB Sevens Series.

The South Africans go into the tournament (April 16 and 17) as the defending champions of the Singapore leg, after their victory in the final last year against Argentina (24-19).

The 12-member squad features six of the players who flew back home victorious from Singapore last year. They are Fabian Juries, Stefan Basson, Danwell Demas, Dale Heidtman, Jose Van Rensburg and Mzwandile Stick. Ryno Benjamin makes his international Sevens debut at the tournament, although he has been part of previous training camps.

“I am very impressed with the squad,” said coach Paul Treu. “We are determined to defend our title - we also have one of our quickest teams, to date. I am also happy that Jongi Nokwe will have been with us from the initial preparations for this particular leg.”

The full squad is:

Blue Bulls:
Stefan Basson
Danwell Demas

Boland:
Ryno Benjamin
Jongi Nokwe

Eastern Province:
Fabian Juries

Falcons:
Jaco Pretorius

Free State:
Dale Heidtman

Golden Lions:
Marius Schoeman
Schalk Van der Merwe

Griffons:
Tobela Mdaka

Griqualand West:
Jose Van Rensburg

Natal:
Mzwandile Stick

Source: sarugby.net

2005-04-09T01:29:00.000-07:00

demas - airborne

2005-04-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

felt nostalgic all of a sudden. TJ Touch Team 0304. The legend
never dies. ~Pain is only temporary, glory is 4eva~

dao gias.

our jerseys & our resp nos.

after the comp.

look at the xiao one in front.

pretty pretty leh...

2005-04-06T15:28:00.000-07:00

ok. 2 hrs 13 more mins to go. dis is a great endurance test for me.
postive self talk. ok. good. 2 hours 12 more mins to work dismissal.
ARGH.

-I think it's safe to say

Bored as

They've taken it all away

Bored as

Can't fuckin' take no more

Bored as I'm about to lose control-

2005-04-06T14:50:00.000-07:00

ok. i admit. i'm a tv freak. and i luv the amazin race. so if u r an avid fan of the show like moi, u shud haf realised by now tt the meanest, most cunning and heartless couple is none other than the famous Rob & Amber (Rat & partner). Rob is basically the one thinking up a hell lotta schemin' plans while little innocent looking Amber jus takes his orders and follows him ard like a total brainless idiot, absolutely incompetent of makin any decisions by herself (wonder how the hell she won Survivor). & the most irritatin bit is tt dey always manage to catch up to end up in the front regardless of how much i cursed dem. dammit.

well luckily, dere are always the kind and gracious ppl in the show - Meredith &amp;amp; Gretchen; Uchenna & Joyce; Brian & George - to help soothe my nerves after seeing Rob & Amber. but alas, dey seem to be unable to match the wits of Rob and lack the luck (blind luck) tt seems to be followin Rob & Amber all the time. well, it seems realli unfair if dis horrible couple is to once agn win a million dollars and be thrown into the spotlight. so everytime i watch the amazin race, i shall cont to curse dem. curse dem. curse dem. until the day dey are eliminated (which i believe will come soon).

Another addictive show - Desperate Housewives - tt is currently takin the world by storm has caught my eye. it features a bunch of sizzling hot middle-aged women all livin in the same neighbourhood (how lucky) bumpin into exaggerated yet believable problems - family/friends/love - and solvin dem wit the sluttiest/funniest/horrifying ways u can ever imagine. dis make believe world fufills every guys' fantasies and also dwells into the core problems of most hsewives. no wonder its such a big hit man. and frankly, i think Eva Longoria is HOT! haha. and luckily, the producers didn forget to let the ladies in on eye candy for there's always James Denton struttin abt in the show (forget the fact tt he gets to be with Terri Hatcher). MUAHAHA.

alrite. thinkin y the hell i haf so much time to write all dis at dis hr??? tt's easy.

ANS: there is absolutely nuthin. nada. nil. zero things to do at work rite now. i feel so guilty....or do i? burhur. wadeva...dis comp sux...& cannot dl too many things in here...might cock up. so er...stay tumed for more!!

2005-04-05T16:02:00.000-07:00

alritey! jus went ard readin ppl's blog even when i duno dem (k-poh + bored). realise most ppl are tokin abt life at dis transition period, like er...the boys are gg into army, girls gg U, reminiscing abt the past - sec sch + JC lives - how we haf all grown up now and time realli flies. and all of a sudden, dey get rather sad. well, all i haf to say is, although its good to stay sentimental abt ur past and hold on tight to those lovely/horrifying memories, its time to move on and look forward to life in uni/army/work. new challenges and frens awaits us and its jus excitin to think abt it. read linus' blog (told u i was kpo-ing ard), read wad he said abt wad we might be doin in 10 yrs time or wad u gonna do or how u wanna lead ur life by den. well, i'm sure every1 wud wanna start a family and settle down. tt's nice and all, but in 10 yrs time, we (or my batch ppl) will be 29 yrs old. By den, i wanna be able to backpack ard the world, exp diff cultures and be mesmerised by diff ppl ard the world. i wana be able to carve a niche for myself in rugby, and preferably stay young and energetic (not become a fair, feeble office lady). i want to still haf my own life - hanging out with frens, laughing, being plain silly - and not feel too bounded by my family, while at the same time able to spend quality time wit dem. wow. easy to say huh...but dis is how i want my life to be in 10 yrs' time. its a long time yea. so i'm sure i can at least fulfill a part of my dream life eh? =) my gad. sound so preachy....is tt moi?! oooo...muahaha. (oh yar, want to really haf a wild and fun nite wit frens in the ST! as in WILD & FUN...HAHAHAHA)

kk damn excited abt de s'pore 7s and asian 7s comin up! and yep ruai, i shall try my v bez to fulfill my promise (but no guarantees!)

-It's like I'm lost

It's like I'm giving up slowly

It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me

Leave me alone

And I know these voices in my head

Are mine alone

And I know I'll never change my ways

If I don't give you up now-

2005-04-04T12:13:00.000-07:00

Haha. Realli love dis.

The 10 Commandments of Rugby

1. Thou shalt not hesitate at the breakdown, but be mighty in the seizing of your rightful ball; for though it is written that the meek shall inherit the earth, this is in truth but a poor translation. The meek shall be trampled into the dirt is more to the point.
2. Thou shalt not speak profanely of the Whistler, nor question the purity of his birth, even though he be blind to the transgressions of the evildoers among thine enemies at the ruck and the maul, and whistleth them not.
3. Thou shalt not smite thine enemies with an clenched fist, yeah, even in retaliation; for it is written that the Whistler and the Flag Waver shall assuredly be blinded to the coward which delivereth the first punch, only to see that which avengeth it second. Believeth thou then that what goeth round it shall surely come to pass again, and verily, in the fullness of time, the evil among men shall surely be found at the bottom of the ruck.
4. Thou shalt not kiss thy teammate on the mouth, even when he hath scored; for such is an abomination unto the iRB, especially he that kisseth in tongues, unless it cometh to pass that thou shouldst play with the circular balls, for then it is truly expected of thee.
5. Thou shalt not take the Word of the Lord thy Coach in vain, for blessed is the Word of that Lord. Verily, thou shalt wonder at His mighty wisdom and sticketh thou then to His Game Plan lest He acquainteth thee with these of his disciples who labor in the lower grades.
6. Thou shalt not chip nor kick for touch if thou be numbered amongst the props or if thou wear any jersey below that of the number 9; for this is an abomination unto the Word of the Lord thy Coach, and surely shalt thy soul and thy body be His at training, perhaps in everlasting pain.
7. Thou shalt not run across the field with the ball in hand, but see that thou runneth straight ahead upfield; for it is written in the Word of the Lord thy Coach that the touchline is the best defender.
8. Thou shalt not kick the ball to the hands of thine enemies unless first thou maketh it to bounce; for then the Spirit of the Bounce of the Ball shall bring confusion among them, and if thy heart be pure, shall command that it bounceth back unto you.
9. Thou shalt not pass the ball to a brother thy team-mate about to be smashed by thine enemies, unless it be known to all men that he oweth you money, or hath porked someone dear to your heart, in which case all shall be forgiven and then, verily, thou mayest pass to him right slowly and on high.
10. Thou shalt not vomit upon the brethren of thy team after the game, nay even though thou hast partaken right fully of the waters of Guinness or of the entrails of pigs in a pie or of the beans which baketh right slowly in an earthen crock, for this shall be deemed unmanly in the eyes of thy brethren, and they mayest do it unto you.

2005-04-04T11:52:00.000-07:00

argh. aching all over esp my back...thanks to a "bulldozer" on the field...i kana slammed onto the ground directly on my back...ooooo....
die. so unfit. one trainin session and its enuff to put me thru so much pain....ate too much durin the food fiesta on sat! haha esp manda, realli gonna die halfway thru trainin yest. oh man, all the cheese and pasta in the body! fat like hell! and i neva do crunches or static holds after tt (til today). DIE.

i hate my work. i hate my work. i hate my work.

omg. my neck.....my poor neck.....ARGH.

tokin abt the food fiesta...YUMMY. here's a dummy's guide to who made wad food and who ate wad on the faithful day 2/4/2005:
XT: fried pasta, aga-aga, fries, seaweed chicken, pizza - ate everything except ice-cream
Ruai: cheese nachos, pizza - ate everything
Manda: Baked potatoes - ate everything
Me: salad. pizza - ate everything
Ros: eggrolls - ate everything except ice-cream
PQ: ice-cream - ate ice-cream, nachos
Ren: Hello Panda, pizza - ate everything except ice-cream
Benita: herbal chicken - ate salad, ice-cream, nachos, pasta, fries
Pee: pizza - ate everything

haha. think everyone's stomach now v round and big le wor! hahahha. i dun mind havin another food fest....yeah! AND dis time betta be prepared to stay over man! hahaha. ooooo so excitin! =)

-bored at work-

2005-04-01T14:30:00.000-08:00

2005-03-31T12:12:00.000-08:00

A Forward's Testament To A Back

"Son, in this world there are scrums. And in those scrums you need forwards. Are you willing to do it? As a forward, I have more responsibility than you can ever fathom. You use words like "drunk" and "out of shape"; those words are the very backbone of a life I spent drinking and partying in, and you use them as a punchline. You weep for your wings and centers, and curse the forward. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of knowing that the front row, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, wins these games you play.

Truth? You can't handle the truth, because deep down in places you don't talk about in your selection meetings, you want me in that scrum; you need me in that scrum. I neither have the time nor inclination to explain myself to a back who scores on the very blanket of ball retention that I provide, and then questions the manner in which I provide it. I would rather you just bought me a beer and went on your way. Otherwise, I suggest you crawl into that scrum and get dirty. Either way, I don't give a damn who you think is responsible."

-from kiwirugby-

2005-03-30T11:42:00.000-08:00

oh damn. i jus made a terrible mistake at work...nearly landed my manager in trouble...wahahaha. =( heng she neva scold me ah. phew! hu ask her instructions so luan?!?! *bleah*

dis sux. office comp kana virus via MSN. sickenin shit. now cannot chat online at work le lor...boring like hell. duno how i gonna survive another mth. lalala...

great. i fell agn yest during trainin at the exact same spot at my knee where i had previously fell consecutively thrice!!! there's gonna be an ugly scar and hole dere le lar...i noe it! i jus noe it! ooooohhhhmmmmmyyyyyGGGGGOOOOOODDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! =Þ

wana watch movie. go shoppin'. enjoy and relax. but cannot. y? cos my parents dun wanna gimme money!! *sob* must earn money to sponsor myself. fine. slog away my 6 mths hols in unhappiness - den enter U and slog away for 3-4 yrs - enter the workforce and slog away for the rest of my life. GREAT. I WANNA ENJOY MY HOLS!!

-y u lookin' at me like i'm some kind of freak, get up outta ur seat y dun u do domethin'-

2005-03-28T10:19:00.000-08:00

omg. i realli can't wait for the karaoke session wit blacks man! Gina! haha can't wait 2 hear and see u perform wor! think will laugh my head off! i pic every1 in spas costumes and singing wacky songs, dancing wit stiff limbs and basically throwing down their pride and face to entertain us! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

SINGAPORE RUGBY 7s. i'm gonna be a volunteer!!! yahoo!!! so damn excitin! up close and personal wit the players man! (oh ya, the blacks volunteers've decided to sell their complimentary tix to other club members at $20(above 18) to contribute to blacks funds for perth trip). think of the goodie bag! and the t-shirts we're gonna haf for the volunteerin! yeah! cant wait cant wait cant wait.
ha but too bad i wun be able to join in wit the superheroes theme though! mus keep a lookout for dem!

wanna organise another nite outin. but cant think of any ideas at the moment. hope nxt time more ppl come. =)

Rugby: part of my life now.

-slackin at work-

achiiiing butttttt

2005-03-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

In a club bonding cum nite excursion programme, a whole bunch of Blacks enthusiasts (including myself) met 2gether last nite at east coast at 8pm to get ready to set off on a long nite bike ride - not knowin wad's in store for us or where the route'll be takin us.

After waiting for the inevitable few latecomers (always happens when there is a huge bunch of ppl), we set off with great glee and excitement in our resp. grps - my grp including me, ren and wai mun - and in a blink of an eye, the pack at the front zoom off at full speed, leavin those behind tryin wit all their might to catch up (not an easy ft.) soon after every1 met up agn, we set off for the 1st pit stop - changi village in wad i can onli describe as the smoothest ride of the nite...after refillin our growling stomachs, we set off agn for siglap...and behold the toughest ride of all, wit all the up slopes almost draining the life outta me. it was amazing how i even managed to huff & puff my way up those "hills". woah.

2nd pit stop: a roadside malay/indian 24 hr kopitiam where we drank teh-bings & ate the most ex calamari i've ever eaten in my life. by den, most ppl's precious behinds are startin to feel sore (or shall i say gonna split anytime). ha.
w/o further ado, we set off for our 3rd pit stop: the esplanade. stayed for quite a short time (cos no food), took some pics den the route setters, on seeing how incredibly tired every1 looked, decided to shorten the route and hence we ended up at Mr. Beans (isit spelled dis way?) near bugis/kallang. Had our longest break there havin high class coffee and delicious food. yum. den we headed back to east coast where we had to wait until 9am to return our rented bikes (note tt it was like 5 plus in the morn den. dammit!)

barged into Mac like mad - sweaty, tired and smelly. hurhur. ate breakfast at the slowest speed ever imaginable (ren even said she was too tired to eat her food! amazin). never the type to succumb to physical tiredness, we decided to stroll to the beach to watch the sunrise. beautiful scene i tellya. =) well, the sun was soon up and the rays began to make me feel sticky and dirty. some of the girls finally couldn't take it and slumped off one by one in long awaitin for the openin of the bike shop.
reached home safe and sound. aching, tired, dirty, BUT happy, excited and wit me, i brought home my v first unforgettable nite cycling memories and experience. thank you my team mates, for makin my life so wonderfully rich and fun. =)

Special thanks:
Jane, Oli & Wing - for makin dis happen
Chong Fu - for ensuring our safety in silence
Gina - for lightening every1's mood when we were all so tired
& finally BLACKS RFC for being such a wonderful club and frens. =)))))

tsk tsk.

2005-03-24T12:23:00.000-08:00

ARGH.
do ppl suffer fr standing too long infront of fotostating machines? wonder how sch fotostating uncles do their job. now den realise they are so very very WEI DA!!! so nxt time we better start respectin their job more k! its hard work standin all day infront of the noisy machine and exposin ur eyes to the harmful bright light. everyday jus input papers and receive the outputs...jus so we can receive our education (or more to prevent gettin scolded by teachers for not havin our notes and hw.

hm...wonder how u're doin now.

safe me from dis job! i wun be doin it if not for the pay. bloddy hell.
how come ppl can post such wonderfully written blogs?!?! solli. my GP not tt good one...not artsy fartsy...not lit...ha too bad.

~When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro~ -Hunter S. Thompson-

2005-03-23T12:40:00.000-08:00

at the office now. agn. sianz. abt to tear my hair out frm entering data. rah.
my right arm is starting to feel sore from typin numbers. and dis com is bloody slow. pentium 4 my foot!!! pooi!

there's sth v wrong with my lens - bad vision when i wear it. and eyes v tired...but wear specs my vision ok leh...so canot be tt my eyesight worsen wad. grrrr.
shoulder hurts. will it ever heal? dammit. so long le. sigh...

went for fitness yest. so damn proud of myself! wahaha.
Warmup: 4 km
Sprints: 4x400m; 4x200m; shuttleruns; agility run; backing drill
ahahaha. first time i finished it! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! =))))))
budden...its not w/o its bad parts - some of ya shud noe wad i mean...*wink*

~The darkest places in hell are reserved for those who maintain their neutrality in times of moral crisis.~

Rugged

2005-03-21T18:18:00.000-08:00

stuck in the office rite now. BORED.
hafta scrimp my way thru dis last few wks of mar. broke like hell. *sob* ate too much. shop too much. ha

so excitin! gg nite cycling dis fri nite til sat morn! yoohoo! so fun! and its gonna be a damn big gang of cyclers on the road i tellya. can't wait. wahahaha.

realise when ppl write in their blog, dey tend to becum full of angst and troubles. how come? wierd. eatin digestives now~yummy! =))) wad...ltr eatin cup noodles for lunch mah...so now can snack. hu says i'm piggy! hurhur.

seriously dun realli like my colleagues. not all but most lor. y? cos dey are unfrenly bastards. i'm becomin a hermit man. yest whole company ordered pizza n fried chicken. neva offer me any at all! wad crap.
peices of shit.

Debut Entry

2005-03-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

aha! my first grand entry. wad shall i sae?

well my fellow readers.
welcome welcome. enter the bewildering mind and thots of jingwen.
ahaha. sorry. load of crap.

hmm. wasting my time away rite now. thinkin y i haven done anythin constructive during dis hols. the longest hols i will eva haf. most of u too. shall do sth constructive soon.
behold. the light shines upon me. enlighten me.

troubled rite now. abt life. abt rugby. abt work. abt studies. abt the future.
wad can i do to improve in rugby? work sux. ppl keep sayin wad i gonna study is too general. wth. sigh......

some idiotic pen jus leaked ink onto my bootiful pencilcase. now it's stained. damn it! lalala. shall buy a new one when i enter U. hohoho. wana watch sound of music. teehee. jus wanna step into esplanade hall. exp it.